Tag: life

  • Two of a Kind

    By Emmanuel Williams Is that the groove? Is that the end of it? Should we all want our pair, at last? I want love just like you or a meerkat or a gorilla stuck with bananas and trees all their life. But why shouldn’t a gorilla mate with its pair, or it’s opposite? What is…

  • I Wanna Have A Daughter.

    By Emmanuel Williams Ain’t no passin’ craze. “I sit In my desolate room No lies No music…” -“Sugar”, System of a Down The room is dark around me. One lamp. My two computer displays. One screen plays “The Godfather” (Don Corleone was just murdered), the other is a fresh Google Doc meant to tell you…

  • A Heart & An Existence

    By Emmanuel Williams How the hell’d we wind up like this? Am I happy? Not yet! Do you love someone? Not yet! I don’t even love Jesus, right now, I love porn, alcohol, and evey single fucking cigarette I have to myself. But I don’t have a cuddle, squeeze, or… of course there’s a crush…

  • Letters to a Lover – one

    By Emmanuel Williams Dear Lover, This is the first time I’m reaching out to the Great Goddess. At least in literature. And you will not be ashamed that I sought you. I am your lover. I will always be. You are mine, and I am yours. Wherever we are in the universe. It is our…

  • L’amour, Est-Il Pour Le Reste D’entre Nous?

    By Emmanuel Williams A piece of me… Beyond triggers… “Evil will always be easy, Good will always be difficult, Happiness is resilient.” Emmanuel Williams (Based mostly on Anne Rice’s “Interview with the Vampire”, first pages) Which translates to commonality growing among triggers. Triggers are common. It’s naive to think otherwise. Youthful. Pollyannaish… I want something…

  • Let’s Have a Toast

    By Emmanuel Williams I think it’s time to have a toast. Let’s have a toast for disrespect. Let’s have a toast for laziness. For the douchebags, the assholes, scumbags, and jerk offs. Because all these qualities and quirks are what make it difficult for the actually hard working, honorable, and respectable person to be trusted.…

  • The Story So Far

    By Emmanuel Williams What they wanted from me was that I wasn’t blind. That I drove a fancy car so I could be reliable to them. Maybe they could arrive in style. Forget what it cost me. Forget all my other assets. Forget that I may have reason not to be who they needed me…

  • The Bigger Love Life Problem

    By Emmanuel Williams I don’t know. I can’t mention her name, but I’m pretty sure a crush has re-awoken. For me if not for her. I may have an upcoming shot to talk to her one on one and my mind is top-heavy on fantasies about us. The biggest problem is I think we’d be…